★ All Words Matter ★

Boyfriends, relationships, love, crushes, all part of the average teenage mind right?
Yeah, its totally it! It can be turned into something more, or something less, absolutely amazing.

The feeling when you've just got the guy of your dreams (Atleast the guy that you've always thought was cute or hot or so interesting) to ask you out or go out with you... Man, that totally sends tingles trough your whole body am i right? Its like the most amazing feeling EVER!

Thats what i learned atleast. Usually it would start off as simple strangers, then you know eachother from classes or just passing by through the hallsways, then you become FRIENDS, and then CLOSE friends, until you guys kept on getting closer and closer and BOOM! There it is, the relationship Phase....

Sometimes its UNdescribable  how you actually end up with the guy, it just seems like he's also has some feelings for you and you find yourself into this weird new world that IS a relationship.

I've always thought dating was actually a waste of time.. like it'll totally ruin your friendship with your best GUY friend, and it'll also make things even worse with all the dilemma's and drama's of average life and all... isnt that right?

Well that was my old way of thinking, i was totally narrow minded because i've never experienced it in my life before. That is until i hit highschool where everything changes for most teenagers.

The nobodies become somebodies, and the usual teenage rebellion and groups and studies that overwhelm your everyday life. Common, it totally IS! XD

What i dont get about dating is, well... I luv my guy, totally, i really do. But sometimes its always so awkward when we talk to eachother... Its like whenever i text him ive got a million things to say, but when im actually WITH him its like my mind goes blank and im like a NON talking doll that cant say her own opinion about things.

I dont know if my guy feels the same way as i do, but if he doesnt, then how come he's always silent too? it freaks me out sometimes.

Maybe its because the fact that the secret is no longer a secret? the whole "I've liked you since the time ...." is kind of just... OUT yknow?

And since its out, does your heart keep beating when your with him?

Gaaaaahhhh, soooo complicated! I dont even know how to think straight! >_<

Dang, in the end, it just ended up with me talking about some random stuff... a bit of diary girl is still within me :p Anyway thats all my pumpkins ;)

See ya the hellahole Later~